Monday, November 29, 2010
♥ workkkkkkkkkkk
Labels: babysitting, reddot, vodafone, work
8:38 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
♥ sleepless
Labels: baby shoes, boyfriend, busy, reddot, sleep, stress, vodafone, work
6:59 AM
Saturday, January 16, 2010
♥ driving + smartrider + shopping fails
9:04 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
♥ busyBUSYbusy
Labels: boyfriend, busy, christmas trading, dentist, overload, reddot, vodafone, work
11:17 AM
Friday, November 13, 2009
♥ my thursday
Labels: criminal minds, fb, food, friends, old mates, reddot, summer holidays
1:39 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
♥ hot weather is coming
Labels: beach, chemistry, exams, hbio, maths, money, psyc, reddot, results, summer, uni, weather, work
10:27 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
♥ my walk / sma 1st yr dinner
Labels: boyfriend, movies, reddot, sma, walks, weather, work
11:41 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
♥ 2busy4u
Labels: boyfriend, busy, exams, friends, money, reddot, study, time, weather
1:01 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
♥ rollercoaster day at work
- the senior went on lunch break as soon i got to work (1pm) so i was left in charge.
- an aboriginal lady walked out of our store with lipstick slipped into the back of her pants, i could do nothing, she already left the store, but a customer was nice enough to let me know
- two of my high school teachers dropped by, ms pearson - a nice relief teacher, and mr uren - my awesome calc teacher. it was nice to see them and have a chat, but i could feel my supervisor eye-ing me as i stood there and talked to them.
- there were several things mispriced / mistagged. it was frustrating. very. frustrating.
- i served a customer with bits of her skin picked off. you know, kinda like those images they put on tv or ads to scare you about taking drugs. where they believe theirs bugs under their skin so they pick at it... at first i just saw it on her face, then she took off her jacket telling me how 'it gets hot when ur walking around hey'.... then i saw it all over her arms. at first i thought they were burns from cigarette butts (ahh criminal minds!) but then i realized they weren't burns, they were fresh wounds.
sigh, what a day.
P.S. we have already started stocking christmas stuff. dude. it's september.. *counts fingers* there's a good three months to go......
Labels: customers, drugs, high school, reddot, work
5:47 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009
♥ i am blessed
+ the stress of the lead up to the umat
+ the many trials and difficulties that put a strain on my relationship with josh
+ the feeling of seeing my first cadaver
+ the stress of beginning uni again, and picking up a subject that i have no background knowledge of
+ the fear of disappointment from my zonta club, once they hear of my setbacks
+ my parents going away, and the dog not eating, or having to spend much of my night doing things like washing or feeding the dog or preparing my lunch for the next day - instead of studying
+ the sickness and exhaustiveness that comes when you get ur period
there has been nights where i have just cried myself to sleep. nights were i have questioned God about His plans for my life. nights where i could hardly sleep. nights where i would just konk out due to pure exhaustiveness.
Chris Tomlin's music, has provided me with so much comfort these past few weeks. I listen to the album, Arriving, on shuffle and loop and repeat on my phone, josh's ipod and my laptop. I can't even pick one song to stick up on here, because i rekon they are all just awesome. Oh, here's one, i like how they put the words and images on this one..
as i reflect on the past year, and more so the past six months, i've realized some things. some things good. some things bad.
i believe i've become too emotionally dependant on my boyfriend. i believe i haven't been managing my time wisely. i believe i have been to quick to judge people.
but on a better note... i believe i've reached financial freedom. six months ago i was maybe $700 in debt. today, i am now a source for borrowing money from my family. i also believe i've been eating healthier. well slightly. im getting there, but i dont think i've had kfc for a while. hehe. and when it comes to regular exercise... i still haven't reached there yet. but i will! haha.
Late september, I will be flying to VIC to speak at the Zonta International District 23 Conference. Actually at the beginning of the dinner on Wed night, Alison had told me that the district couldn't jusitfy flying me over there for a 10 minute speech. But yesterday i recieved the good news, that after i left, the club decided that they would cover my expenses to fly me over there. I will probably leave on a Friday, and get back in time for uni on the Monday. so praise God =)
Well today i was meant to be working, but they took me off because a lady came in for the whole of the week to cover my manager who went for training. This will give me a good opportunity to get some things done.. e.g. clean my room... xD and catch up on the lectures i missed yest - oh dear, when buses go on strike... it sucks =(...
oh i bought some pretty boxes from work too (to put my shoes in) i bought the second and last one. the first one i've got a smaller version (well actually its joshs but for some reason its sitting in my room) and the third one i've got a big white version already from my birthday from lauf.
oh oh i got my lab coat for chem xD its got the uwa logo on it ahahaha. i will take a picture of how nerdy i look in it and post it one day.
meantime... off to clean my room i go... but first i will get something to eat... mmm
Labels: boyfriend, chemistry, God, hbio, life, overload, parents, reddot, relationships, umat, uni, work, worn out
9:04 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
♥ first wk of sem 2
and wow, getting use to waking up relatively early, is a pain.
i've been late to every lecture (except wednesday, when i started at 10pm, rather than 9pm)
but really.. what is with traffic in the morning?! today was especially bad... =____=" took me more than an hr to get to uni... gah. i miss sleeping in already.
well my units this semester are... stats (maths), organic chemistry, psychology II, human bio II.
now.. i didn't do human bio I, so im slightly struggling with the terminology... and where everything is. everyone says that i'll be fine, that i'll catch up and that i'll get use to it, but to be honest i'm worried and wondering if i should switch / drop. i mean in one way, i know i can't avoid it - eventually i'll have to do it for bed. but in another way... i dont know if i can get a distinction for it, and if i can't it means my gpa will drop, which will lower my chances of transfering. so i'm sorta torn in two i guess.
psychology II is good, the lecturer is pretty good. interesting at least. since i've done semester one, i now know to study off the book (since the exam is based on book and not lectures, because most of the lectures aren't always relevant, but interesting and fun all the same)
stats... i heart maths. but so far stats has been pretty =/.. its basically just words on a slide. no working out stuff or anything =( but hopefully it gets better. the lecturer has quite a strong accent, i think its german.
chem.. hmm supposingly this chem is harder than last sem which is a major worry cauz it was my weakest last sem. but so far it seems ok. i guess he starts with the basics though, so i gotta make sure i keep up and buy the book (and actually read it) and do all the problems and ask questions when i dont understand stuff.
anyways.. other random thoughts:
+ i've been quite bitchy/judgey lately, well josh points out anyways. bad habits creeping back on me. will have to be more careful and wary of the things i say...
+ sometimes what you want and what you don't mind are two very different things. but i guess its important to be content and satisfied.
+ i expect my boyfriend to not be selfish and be able to share me with my friends without getting edgey. as i should do the same back. but sharing isn't always easy, though i think i find it easier than he does.
+ i seemed to be getting a bit more annoyed easily lately, maybe i'm more edgey that i think
+ oh today i creeped into my bf's lecture. it was a 1 hr 45min lecture. and i walked in with 30min to go. and my attempt to be discreet (by going by the back down) failed. she stopped talking and looked at me and asked me if i was a med student. and if i was in the right class. and i just looked at her blankly. and then she explained how they have been getting lots of law students coming in and out. yes. everyone stared at me and some laughed because they knew i wasn't haha. about 5 minutes later another girl walked in and sat nxt to me in the back row. obviously not a med student, but the lecturer didn't stop to ask her questions. but she did throw some looks at her haha.
+ gosh, i must walk funny or something. i have a hole in the back of my boots. phew they were only 10 bucks. yeah the back of my boots kept scraping along the ground, maybe the bottom bit isn't high enough, or maybe i just walk funny that i lean my heel too far back. it lets water in if i step into puddles. so its kinda pointless considering i still have to avoid puddles while wearing boots. its warm though.
+ i am fat. my boyfriend has fun poking my fatty stomach. i know i've gained weight. it's winter. plus i often go into phases where i don't actually care so much. hahaa, it's good to know my boyfriend will still stick by me, despite being fat. i wonder if he'll still like poking my stomach when im super fat like when im pregnant, however, i dont think thats too good for the baby.
+ today i worked. mainly recovery. the store looks good. hehe, also my manager mentioned rotating thurs nights in a 1 to 3 rotating basis. hence one thurs my manager will do it, the the next thurs the senior will do it, and the next thurs after that will be me. i think i get alternate saturdays now. which is good, i think every sat might be too much. but at least i know i'm getting at least one shift a week =)
+ lighthouse launch tomorrow. nysf district selection sat (oh judging will be fun!). umat wed. 18th party on sat. night service on the sun. zonta dinner on wed.
+ josh is coming over tomorrow! for dinner. haha.
+ having friends in every class has its pros and cons. it's great. because you have company and u can study together and ask questions. but i guess i don't make as much of an effort to make more new friends. haha. but i think its ok, because most people in 2nd sem already have their lil friend groups. and my mum always complains i have too many friends already. once she told me to unfriend them because i spent too much money on bdays etc xD.
anyways thats all for now. i should sleep. otherwise i wont be able to get up in the morning againn. and i'm quite exhausted.
Labels: boyfriend, busy, clothes, moody, nysf, reddot, sleep, uni, zonta
10:45 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
♥ boss for the day =)
it was great! slightly stressful at times. but good =)
money wise, we were only $3 short, which is a relief =)
kocie kept calling me boss xD it was kinda funny. he was like "ok boss"
there was a slight issue with a customer complaining that she was looking at the tubs, when a suitcase fell back and hit her in the head... i think she's going to try to file for compensation... i dont really get how that suitcase fell without anyone touching it, they stand so sturdy. all wells, got her details, called my manager and filled out an incident report.
we were meant to do a full recovery of the store (incl sweep underneath) but we didnt really get time to do that. but yeah we got most of the stock out so its all good
hopefully its good enough!
P.S. they found out why we were short $130 last thurs. *phew*. so in the end we weren't really short.
5:49 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
♥ my first night in charge @ RD =D
today i begun work at 12.
there was two conversations i had today, that took me back a bit and made me think.
the first one was with the full timer. she's 20 or something like that. and getting married next year. she's... a tad weird. she like takes off her sneakers to show her "blue" foot to customers saying how she walked into something blahbah) i was really shocked to find out she was getting married, because i didn't find her mature enough to handle a marriage. but then again, i guess im being pretty judgmental.
she told me today she had found out why she was sick the past two days - and i asked her how come. and she was like. in her exact words "im screwed". and i just stood there looking at her. and was like "ur pregnant?!" and yeah, i asked her what she was going to do, and she said she was going to wait til parents on both sides calmed down to discuss it properly. but she kept laughing while she told me her partner fainted when she told him.
yeah what caught me back was that she told me her mother said she was too young (as expected) and she didn't want her to keep it. i asked her what she wanted, and she said she had no say anyways. hmmm...
my second conversation was with the senior. i said something about how she should quite smoking =P and she was like "dont tlecture me girl!!" hahaha. and then i was like "i tried to get merida to quit, especially because she was pregnant" and the senior told me she quit when she was pregnant, but she still didn't help, she lost her twins. and i was like =/ and kinda lost for words.
anyways, those two conversations made me think quite a bit hmm.. esp because it was such a long day.
it wasn't until 5:15pm though, that i was left in charge. ahh.. it was tiring, stressful. especially this customer who caused such a confusion. i had to refund like 20 items. and put them through the till again -.-" and i kinda screwed up a bit... ^^"
yeah the other till ended up like $130 down =/ which is A LOT. i hope it doesnt reflect my managing skills, but yeah they need to talk to the girls on till =/ because... thats crazy.
otherwise, i cut myself like twice. argh! i dont like how my job involves so much physical work >__>
saturday - i'm opening the shopp! and in charge all dayyyyyyyy... with no help =/.
at least today the senior came back to help me cash up... but i'll be doing it all by myself on sat! gotta rmb to do payroll and all that stuff !!
*wooshhhaa*
10:36 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
♥ byebyebub
i will miss him dearly, but it will also be a good time to rediscover myself.
not to say i've lost myself because of him... but maybe i haven't had as much time as i use to.
since i finished my exams (on monday), i've got quite a bit done...
got my proof of age card done... still working through getting my passport done... i went to my 18yo follow up with raine study... watched oceans 13 at josh's house... went to sizzlers for dinner... worked thurs night / sat morn... went ice skating...
and tomorrow will consist of church, family lunch at my place, then family dinner at his place... ( i think )
on another note.. i ended up getting shoessss... there wasn't really any pretty air maxes left, and the superstar inserts had really ugly coloured inserts O_O im talking like green stripes and purple bubbles...... yess... so i just got these, nice and simple. (shh, they're guy shoes...)
health wise, i'm not feeling too flash, i've been getting stomach pains in the past 24 hours, and i'm not sure why. it's not that time of the month (even though i've been super moody)... it might be the sizzlersss... doh.i have quite a bit of a headache now too, so i might nap for while... before going for a walk (if my feet can handle it because they're in pain from ice skating and its really windy outside...) and cleaning my room... and still filling up that box for josh to take with him. oh and i need to order twloha and relient k tonight... *makes mental list of things to do*
oh on a finishing note, quite a few people came through reddot today and were pregnant... i felt like asking them when they were due, but thought i'd probably sound a bit freaky / weird. and then there were all these cute kids ice skating as well. hehe, they skated better than my bf... xD
p.s. my nailpolish is chipping... sigh, and i thought rimmel would be descent =( i'm getting use to the black though, it was really freaky at first hehe.
Labels: boyfriend, family, holidays, nailpolish, reddot, shopping, uni, work
3:26 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009
♥ underwear from reddot anyone?
making them turn back into good, is really difficult.
it takes time, and effort. but sometimes when u feel like crap, it's not that easy to turn things around.

anyways. i must share this. i had a customer today who told me that he wasn't sure what size underwear he was. he was holding a box of "calvin classics" a ripp of of calvin klein i think...
first, he asked me if we had changerooms, so he could try them on. and i was like "uhh no." then he asked me if we had any kinda room, just so he could see which size he was. and i said no again -___-" i mean geez, i dont think he got the point.. we're reddot man. who the hell buys underwear from us, let alone expects a changeroom to try them on?!
and then he asked me if he could return them if they were the wrong size. and i really plainly said no. because..... ew? health regulations man.
and then, i told him i'd go ask someone........ so i went to get jade, who's a transfer from another store, but when i was telling her abt the man i couldn't stop laughing.
she eventually came back to me after a while and she put her hand to her head in a gun suicide sorta action and i couldn't stop laughing. she told me that he had asked her if he could take it for 10 minutes, just to go to the toilets or something. and she was like "NO!"
ahahahahaa zmgsh? whats with customers now a days xD
5:33 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
♥ anth assignment & sex before marriage
I'm currently eating rice (with sauce - man rice with that sauce thing - not soyasauce but the sauce u get when buying cooked meat from asian places) cucumber and duck (<3>
I just finished working 5:30 - 9pm. And i basically spent most of the day out of the house.
I guess u could say i was feeling pretty cruddy in the mid afternoon today.
My assignment wasn't close to being completed. My boyfriend was disappointed in me. The worry and stress was starting to build up. I started to realize that if it's med that I'm aiming for - I'm definately not acting like it.
I'm really blessed to have a boyfriend who looks out for me. Even though I get annoyed at him at times... maybe because he sometimes acts like my parents - on my back about this and that. But i know its because he cares. genuinely cares for me. He helps me. Worries for me. Looks out for me. Thinks for me. But most of all, he prays for me... especially because i dont like to ask to be prayed for... i dont like to trouble people i guess.
other than that.. this is whats on my mind. and i must blog abt it before i start my assignment.
a friend of mine... "friend"... more like class mate... she use to go to my school. she had her ultrasound pictures up on facebook. she was 3 months in! its a boy. yeah, she's 17yo, but i admire her for keeping the baby. it makes me happy to know she kept it. well she was happy in a relationship with her bf (father of the baby)... until today =/ she changed her relationship status to single and had this massive 'bitch' in her status =/.
It made me sad to know, that she may be bringing up this child without the father. But i guess u could say it made me think... think about relationships. kids. sex before marriage.
I find it really good how i can talk openly to my boyfriend about these things. How we share the same values, morals and beliefs. How we value and respect each other, and each other's bodies. How we seek deeper meaning in a relationship, rather than just the physical aspect.
I really hope that "friend" works things out. That she has a safe pregnancy. That the father of her son, will be there to support her - and not just financially, but physically, mentally and emotionally.
I thank God that I'm blessed with a boyfriend who supports me... looks out for me... cares for me... shares with me... worries for me... helps me... respects me... values me.
I couldn't ask for anything more!
Labels: anthropology, boyfriend, food, God, marriage, reddot, relationships, sex
10:08 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
♥ getting back to the usual...
it seems that tour is starting to be more in the "past"
and life is settling back to how it use to be..
except for all these daymn uni enrollment stuff i gotta do =.=" sigh
and once again its busybusybusy for me.
my to-do-list is long... currently only 6 things long (each taking somewhere between 10minutes to 4 hours to do)
but dont worry. that list will get longer.
everyones 18ths will pop up... not to mention everyones farewells.
uni will start... and i will be out of the house more...
i will need to work... to pay off debts...
so today was my first day back at work after tour... it was stocktake - my first time doing it really. haha. it meant counting up the number of items we had... so i had the job of doing all the cards and wraps (yay)... there ended up being a total of 5000+ cards? and another... 2000 wraps? ohhh.. i took me maybe 4-5 hours to count all those... then i moved onto the dvds which were all over the place... (yay...........). i also did the mats.. mmm i was meant to do the cds - but ran outta time? maybe i was too slow.. but i thought i was doing it at a good pace. the dvds screwed me over though. i didnt realize they were all over the place at first. sigh~
its alright. we have new managers.. i think they're just temporary. but quite strict... o_O bag checks n stuff at the end of work - before i go home... but they're good at their job. the store looks much cleaner than it use to. so yeah, its cool. i kinda liked doing stocktake today - it was much better than cleaning stuff.. it actually required u to think. hehe.
ahh. back to busyness.
its okay. i plan on being organised this year. i will make time for important things. for important people.
but i will need their understanding... that i will not always have the time. but i will always need their support.
11:12 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
♥ stoooopid customers
and i've come across some pretty dodgy customers while working there..
like today. i had a lady who "claimed" that her $5 baubels come down to $3 after a 20% off discount (cauz all christmas baubels are 20% off)
and it took me a while to stand there and explain to her that 20% off $5 is actually only $1... and $5 - $1 is actually $4.....
GG. and then she claimed that the sign hanging up said "$3" and so i went all the way there to the aisle and pulled off the sign, picked up the REAL thing that was $3, and showed her what item was actualy $3... (the sign was ABOVE the $3 thing.. where as she picked up the $5 thing that was above the sign)
anyways. i got super annoyed at the girl at work today. she was just being so.. !@&*^#*@!%#@!^#%&!@^%#*!@&#^*!@
= . = " she was just so annoying. i got really sick of it. cauz i went on till to "help" her. cauz it was busy right. and she complained that i was "stealing" her bags. like u know the reddot bags we put customers stuff in? yeah O_O she complained cauz i was takin it from her "side"... zmgsh T.T
but i told my manager/supervisor lady.. that she was getting on my nerves. and i asked her to take me off till... and put another girl on.
GG.. i dont know how long i can put up with her. some of the guys at work are alright though... and the manager / supervisor lady i had today is good too. but man.. some of the customers and the people i work with are like.. G_G
i hope the annoying people leave soon.. and the good people stay. then maybe i will stay too. otherwise... i dont think i can last much longer there... Q_Q
11:59 PM




