Sunday, October 25, 2009
♥ random thoughts
- driving is pretty tiring. must remember to loooook at my mirror really obviously before breaking (and after). must signal 30m before turning. must look at the back screen when reversing into a driveway.
- hbio practical exam on thursday. sooooo much content =/ sooo much to memorise... morning 9am exam too =[
- bumped into jordan from highschool at broadway. zmgsh SO DID NOT RECOGNISE HIM ^^" ehehe... feel bad cauz he stopped me, and started talking to me and i just talked back unsure of who he was, until someone called him by his name and i was like *in my mind* ZMGSH ITS JORDAN! met his church friends. even correctly guessed the school of one of them
john: how old do you think i am?
ditz: err 18?
wahaha, 16.
oh what school do u go to?
guess.
hmm. private.
yes..
all boys..?
yes..
mmmmmmmm. wesley?
ZMGSH STALKER! how did you know?
oh, just the way you dress...
wahaha, not really. it was just quite a good guess. but i didn't tell him this xD - there are some amazing women in my church...they're inspiring.
- babies are popping up! zion was at church today, and make me go aww. and zeke seems so clueless too. sigh babies are so cute!
- will need to study better. not just study more. but better.
- will need to manage my time better. i can't have more time. i can only use it better.
- i have a birthmark on my left side. was he talking to me?
- must start looking for a new uni bag, that will fit my file and laptop...
- phebe hates my nailpolish. it's not that bad issit =[
- oh dear, last night... was one of the weirdest nights ever... lets just say i felt like crap and fell over outside my kitchen...... xD and.. i hateeeeeee getting my period.
Labels: driving, exams, friends, nailpolish, old mates, random, time, uni
7:53 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
♥ 2busy4u
i was only in charge for the last hr at work but i had responsbility of counting the last till which was down $58. sigh, hate when that happens when i'm in charge, because i wonder if they'll lose trust in me if it's always down when im in charge. it's so not my fault though, i counted the money three times to check it. sigh! wish the counter girls were more careful.
i've got heaps of hours nxt wk cauz they're doing a refit ~ 20hrs. yay for money x) finally some hours! no tests nxt wk too..
coming home from work i looked into the dark blue sky. and saw some stars. the moon wasn't there though. but when i looked up i knew it was somewhere, you just couldn't see it.
my boyfriend's been pretty busy lately. it use to be me the busy one but now it's so role reversal. he's always studying on skype or in the library with his friends. which is great for uni, but i wish there were more hours in a day. sitting by myself in the library studying is just so lonely. but he doesn't like to study with me, because we dont do the same course so he can't ask me questions x) and plus, even if we did the same course i doubt i'd be any help anyways xD
on the road to finding some study buddies... because i find when i just go to the library and sit down with whoevers there we just end up talking. where as if i set fixed study session times, maybe we'll get study done?
even if it's not people in my units.. like studying with chris last sem worked pretty well.
but yeah idk if it's really studying or not i need. or just catching up x)
either way, must make more use of my spare uni breaks. i shall make a hour by hour timetable in attempt to be more organised.
exams are kinda soon =/ and it's 1am so i should go bed now.
'til next time
Labels: boyfriend, busy, exams, friends, money, reddot, study, time, weather
1:01 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
♥ zZz... soon to be worn out
i am SO tired.
it's one of those times...
where i'm superduper busy.
and i have NO time to relax, chill... rest.
i can't wait until this week is over
*sigh*
it's one of those times...
where i'm superduper busy.
and i have NO time to relax, chill... rest.
i can't wait until this week is over
*sigh*
11:37 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
♥ counting down...
16 days until National Tour...
12 days until Christmas...
10 days until TEE results are released...
6 days until something special...
1 day until Yr 12 TBC retreat...
wow, time flies...
lots of things happening!
been so busybusybusy... and i guess i like being busy. i dont mind some "rest" either though.
the retreat shall be fun. it will be a good time to get away ... and just hav fun with some awesome people... who i feel totally comfortable around. yes, it will be good. just to be myself. without any stressss.. or worries... and tiring workkk... haha.
but i hear the sandboarding can get pretty tiring. mmm im looking forward to kayaking though. $7/hr is super cheap. esp compared to the prices at the foreshore ~ in the 20s for an hr..
gotta make the most of now =) hehe. despite how busy life is sometimes. u just gotta luv it.
12 days until Christmas...
10 days until TEE results are released...
6 days until something special...
1 day until Yr 12 TBC retreat...
wow, time flies...
lots of things happening!
been so busybusybusy... and i guess i like being busy. i dont mind some "rest" either though.
the retreat shall be fun. it will be a good time to get away ... and just hav fun with some awesome people... who i feel totally comfortable around. yes, it will be good. just to be myself. without any stressss.. or worries... and tiring workkk... haha.
but i hear the sandboarding can get pretty tiring. mmm im looking forward to kayaking though. $7/hr is super cheap. esp compared to the prices at the foreshore ~ in the 20s for an hr..
gotta make the most of now =) hehe. despite how busy life is sometimes. u just gotta luv it.
12:23 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008
♥ busyness
wow this week has been pretty crazy...
leading up the leaders dinner we're organisin for our tbc leaders...
i haven't really had much time to myself. just to lazee around at home.
my room is an absolute mess... two baskets of clothes that needs to be hung/put away..
stuff all over my desk.. boxes of books to sell.. ughh, its horrific.
i use to get busy a lot... as in ... A LOT.
i sometimes would forget what it means to just be still.
even in serving in the church... i would do everything. and anything. because i just liked it. it was me... i found comfort in throwing myself into ministry... and i often failed to realize the importance of being still. to stop. to just immerse urself into the presence of God, without having to worry abt the words of the songs going on the screen.. or stuff like that...
---- a day later ----
wahaha i think i konked out half way while writing that blog!
oh im soo tireddd. work today was killleRr..
ive been drinkin lots of water lately. which is good! i need to get one of those 1.5L bottles to carry around.. cauz i keep finishin my 750mL pump bottle in half a day~!
anyways the dinner was last nite!! the leaders dinner.. ahh weeks of organising.. and it all just fell in place. praise God. i need to learn to trust Him a bit more! because im always panic-ing, freaking out and stressing... tsktsk, i always have this problem. its just my nature. but its a bad nature! i need to work on believing and trusting that He's got my back... because although i know it, in my head, i still panic? tsktsk..
the dinner turned out awesomely great though. i cant believe it marks the end of tbc... the end... i know some of the leaders want me back to help out, but i feel that nxt yr isnt the right yr...
so im just going to wait til the right time! next yr i want to do a lot though.. of course one of them is settle into uni life... make new friends... but a big part is to also give back to the community... i havent decided how or what yet... but dont worry, when the opportunity arises, i guess ill decide then.
anyways. after a crappy day of work i was sitting, waitin for dad.. when i was watchin these kids cross the road with their mum. it was kinda cute. so much cuter than the silly kids who come into reddot and mess up the toy section!! and i was watching them cross the pedestrian crossing.. the zebra stripes! and the cute lil girl is only steppin on the white bits.. so u can see her stretching her leg over the big black stripe.. to reach the next white one.
and i just sat there and stared... and my mind started to think! think about childhood. oh how time flies... think about the childlike faith.. that children have. as they cross the road.. knowing that although they may not be holding hands with their parents... that their parents are still there... and even though cars may come near.. they stop... so no harm comes to the child...
i remember back to my childhood.. how carefree we were.. no stress... no worries... no responsibility... how much we relied on our parents.. even though we would get angry when they wouldnt buy us that toy we wanted... being a child... so freeee... its funny how kids always want to grow up! i know i did.
dress ups! pretending to be adults.. oh i rmb seeing those fake kitchens that the kids play with. haha.. oh how much we want to grow up and be adults !
and then u reach my age.. u finish high school.. and u realize.. u want those yrs back. all those yrs of wishing that u would grow up faster... u now wish u could be young again.
oh, im still young. in a way, i kinda miss those younger years. but i know i have lots ahead... and im looking foward to it still! im looking foward to 2moro. im looking foward to next week. im looking foward to next month!
there's so much going on... i just want to capture the moment. embrace the timeee... and never let go of the memories.
leading up the leaders dinner we're organisin for our tbc leaders...
i haven't really had much time to myself. just to lazee around at home.
my room is an absolute mess... two baskets of clothes that needs to be hung/put away..
stuff all over my desk.. boxes of books to sell.. ughh, its horrific.
i use to get busy a lot... as in ... A LOT.
i sometimes would forget what it means to just be still.
even in serving in the church... i would do everything. and anything. because i just liked it. it was me... i found comfort in throwing myself into ministry... and i often failed to realize the importance of being still. to stop. to just immerse urself into the presence of God, without having to worry abt the words of the songs going on the screen.. or stuff like that...
---- a day later ----
wahaha i think i konked out half way while writing that blog!
oh im soo tireddd. work today was killleRr..
ive been drinkin lots of water lately. which is good! i need to get one of those 1.5L bottles to carry around.. cauz i keep finishin my 750mL pump bottle in half a day~!
anyways the dinner was last nite!! the leaders dinner.. ahh weeks of organising.. and it all just fell in place. praise God. i need to learn to trust Him a bit more! because im always panic-ing, freaking out and stressing... tsktsk, i always have this problem. its just my nature. but its a bad nature! i need to work on believing and trusting that He's got my back... because although i know it, in my head, i still panic? tsktsk..
the dinner turned out awesomely great though. i cant believe it marks the end of tbc... the end... i know some of the leaders want me back to help out, but i feel that nxt yr isnt the right yr...
so im just going to wait til the right time! next yr i want to do a lot though.. of course one of them is settle into uni life... make new friends... but a big part is to also give back to the community... i havent decided how or what yet... but dont worry, when the opportunity arises, i guess ill decide then.
anyways. after a crappy day of work i was sitting, waitin for dad.. when i was watchin these kids cross the road with their mum. it was kinda cute. so much cuter than the silly kids who come into reddot and mess up the toy section!! and i was watching them cross the pedestrian crossing.. the zebra stripes! and the cute lil girl is only steppin on the white bits.. so u can see her stretching her leg over the big black stripe.. to reach the next white one.
and i just sat there and stared... and my mind started to think! think about childhood. oh how time flies... think about the childlike faith.. that children have. as they cross the road.. knowing that although they may not be holding hands with their parents... that their parents are still there... and even though cars may come near.. they stop... so no harm comes to the child...
i remember back to my childhood.. how carefree we were.. no stress... no worries... no responsibility... how much we relied on our parents.. even though we would get angry when they wouldnt buy us that toy we wanted... being a child... so freeee... its funny how kids always want to grow up! i know i did.
dress ups! pretending to be adults.. oh i rmb seeing those fake kitchens that the kids play with. haha.. oh how much we want to grow up and be adults !
and then u reach my age.. u finish high school.. and u realize.. u want those yrs back. all those yrs of wishing that u would grow up faster... u now wish u could be young again.
oh, im still young. in a way, i kinda miss those younger years. but i know i have lots ahead... and im looking foward to it still! im looking foward to 2moro. im looking foward to next week. im looking foward to next month!
there's so much going on... i just want to capture the moment. embrace the timeee... and never let go of the memories.
Labels: childhood, church, leader's dinner, tbc, time, water, work
12:05 AM
