Wednesday, March 14, 2012
♥ planning 21st.
i've looked at around 50 venues, sent out at least 30 emails. looked up balloons, caterers, drink menus...
i was super behind in uni work last week as a result, and i'm slowly picking up everything else again this week...
trying to attend 8am lectures because ilecturing becomes extremely time consuming.
i feel so busy! like i just hardly have any time. and really, the whole organizing 21st thing is actually wearing me down, there is actually a lot to do - and josh is too busy to help.
uni this sem is hard too. even though i'm only doing two units. NS is insane. I've done all the lectures but feel like I've absorbed nothing. Gotta get through those notes - they seem to be helpful. Gotta do that soon...
I don't know, despite everything and being really busy with stuff, I don't feel too bad. It's like I know it's going to be okay. Just gotta keep on top of things and not fall behind or let myself get overwhelmed.
It was good to hang out with my ex-tute today. We went to one of their houses and made home-made woodfire pizzas. It was very chill and I'm glad I went - because I was debating whether I should study instead. But I think it was a really good opportunity to spend time with some med kids.
RAWR.
11:02 PM
Monday, July 25, 2011
♥ lazy
felt so good.
been a busy few weeks! will update in more details soon-ish.
uni in a week! eek.
4:42 PM
Friday, July 1, 2011
♥ busybee
such a cutie. |
Labels: babysitting, boyfriend, busy, outing
5:32 PM
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
♥ lazy
Labels: busy
9:43 PM
Friday, December 24, 2010
♥ hectic
no rest. completely on the go. so many things to do. so many things to buy. so many things to organise.
i am completely unprepared for this trip.
but lets see if i can pull myself together in the next two days.
*heads explodes*
6:00 PM
Thursday, December 9, 2010
♥ shoes, suncream and flowers
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| moreeeeee... moreeeeeeeeeeeee? |
he seemed to like the other hat better and stopped taking it off which was good
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| nomnomnom |
anyways he is quite the giggler. when he was on the swings and i tickled him everytime he reached where i was standing he'd giggle.. and when we were playing pikaboo on the playground with the walls and stuff... he is quite a bundle of laughter that one...
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| i love the lilies <3 |
Labels: babysitting, boyfriend, busy, dimsum, flowers, old mates, shopping
10:07 PM
Friday, September 17, 2010
♥ busy week
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| uhh bacon and cheese something something burger |
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| production line at grilled |
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| this is adam. in MCL. at 1am was it? |
Labels: assignments, busy, food, parents
9:49 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2010
♥ exhaustion
on other news i got a haircut.
12:58 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
♥ busybee
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
things are busy! and has been for the past week or so.. and is getting busier by the look of things...
now that i've decided to take up KAIROS, that means wednesday nights are gone. tutoring tuesday night, work on thursday nights. lifegroup on friday nights. monday is usually my chill night with criminal minds (however this coming week i'm visiting a lions club)... and that leaves, well, the weekend!
in a way, i'm kinda glad i'm not working as much as i use to now...
assignments are coming soon SIGH. and i'm already behind in keeping textbook notes and readings!
:(
11:14 AM
Friday, February 12, 2010
♥ sleepless
Labels: baby shoes, boyfriend, busy, reddot, sleep, stress, vodafone, work
6:59 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
♥ busyBUSYbusy
Labels: boyfriend, busy, christmas trading, dentist, overload, reddot, vodafone, work
11:17 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
♥ induction @ VF
9:14 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
♥ 2busy4u
Labels: boyfriend, busy, exams, friends, money, reddot, study, time, weather
1:01 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
♥ t h r e e
argh, but chem midsem... 30% is SO MUCH. for 35 multiple choice questions! thats like 0.85% per question!!!!!!!!!!!!! =[ gah. but at least its MCQ and marks aren't taken off if u get them wrong (like last sem gah-ness)
and i only got 66 as my final mark for chem last sem =( and i really need to be hitting that 75+ / distinction line this semester to up my fgpa... instead of making it go down! but chem will prob be my lowest mark this sem x)... like last sem ahaha, i shouldn't be happy about that!
sigh, uni marking is so slow, i really want my hbio essay back =( and my stats mark (even though i dont think i did that well)
the next week will be pretty busy to begin with... psyc report due & psyc lab & chem mid sem all on monday... i hope i can wake up early =[ because my sleeping patterns are a bit wack (yes, slept at 3am yest)...
weds i've got hbio lab, so must rmb to do the prework on tues...
thurs we're going for more letter dropping i think...
fri i'll prob go uni to study then sma then driving, then tutoring, maybe dinner?, then asia cocktail.
saturday is tracy and laps wedding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eek, so excited, must figure out what i'm wearing mmm :).
time for bed i think!
Labels: assignments, busy, chemistry, church, exams, gpa, hbio, maths, psyc, uni
11:27 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
♥ uni kicks me up the butt
*destresses*
uni related :
hbio quiz tomorrow (4%) on the urinary and digestive systems.
hbio essay due next monday (15%) on familial hypercholesterolemia.
uh. remind me again why i'm taking human bio?!
stats test next thursday (10%)
psyc report (20%) due 14th sept - after mid sem break
chem mid semester exam (30%) also on the 14th of sept
another stat test in week 11 (10%)
non uni related:
ev & kelvins wedding = 29th aug - still not sure if im going...
tracy's hens = 5th sept
father's day = 6th sept - zmgsh?!
asia cocktail = 18th sept
tracy's wedding = 19th sept - WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR?!?!?! what for daytime AND what for nighttime???!
VIC = melb/ballarat for zonta on the 25th sept - 27th sept
note to self : APPLY FOR TISC by 30th sept!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: assignments, busy, family, outing, uni, weddings, zonta
8:32 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
♥ first wk of sem 2
and wow, getting use to waking up relatively early, is a pain.
i've been late to every lecture (except wednesday, when i started at 10pm, rather than 9pm)
but really.. what is with traffic in the morning?! today was especially bad... =____=" took me more than an hr to get to uni... gah. i miss sleeping in already.
well my units this semester are... stats (maths), organic chemistry, psychology II, human bio II.
now.. i didn't do human bio I, so im slightly struggling with the terminology... and where everything is. everyone says that i'll be fine, that i'll catch up and that i'll get use to it, but to be honest i'm worried and wondering if i should switch / drop. i mean in one way, i know i can't avoid it - eventually i'll have to do it for bed. but in another way... i dont know if i can get a distinction for it, and if i can't it means my gpa will drop, which will lower my chances of transfering. so i'm sorta torn in two i guess.
psychology II is good, the lecturer is pretty good. interesting at least. since i've done semester one, i now know to study off the book (since the exam is based on book and not lectures, because most of the lectures aren't always relevant, but interesting and fun all the same)
stats... i heart maths. but so far stats has been pretty =/.. its basically just words on a slide. no working out stuff or anything =( but hopefully it gets better. the lecturer has quite a strong accent, i think its german.
chem.. hmm supposingly this chem is harder than last sem which is a major worry cauz it was my weakest last sem. but so far it seems ok. i guess he starts with the basics though, so i gotta make sure i keep up and buy the book (and actually read it) and do all the problems and ask questions when i dont understand stuff.
anyways.. other random thoughts:
+ i've been quite bitchy/judgey lately, well josh points out anyways. bad habits creeping back on me. will have to be more careful and wary of the things i say...
+ sometimes what you want and what you don't mind are two very different things. but i guess its important to be content and satisfied.
+ i expect my boyfriend to not be selfish and be able to share me with my friends without getting edgey. as i should do the same back. but sharing isn't always easy, though i think i find it easier than he does.
+ i seemed to be getting a bit more annoyed easily lately, maybe i'm more edgey that i think
+ oh today i creeped into my bf's lecture. it was a 1 hr 45min lecture. and i walked in with 30min to go. and my attempt to be discreet (by going by the back down) failed. she stopped talking and looked at me and asked me if i was a med student. and if i was in the right class. and i just looked at her blankly. and then she explained how they have been getting lots of law students coming in and out. yes. everyone stared at me and some laughed because they knew i wasn't haha. about 5 minutes later another girl walked in and sat nxt to me in the back row. obviously not a med student, but the lecturer didn't stop to ask her questions. but she did throw some looks at her haha.
+ gosh, i must walk funny or something. i have a hole in the back of my boots. phew they were only 10 bucks. yeah the back of my boots kept scraping along the ground, maybe the bottom bit isn't high enough, or maybe i just walk funny that i lean my heel too far back. it lets water in if i step into puddles. so its kinda pointless considering i still have to avoid puddles while wearing boots. its warm though.
+ i am fat. my boyfriend has fun poking my fatty stomach. i know i've gained weight. it's winter. plus i often go into phases where i don't actually care so much. hahaa, it's good to know my boyfriend will still stick by me, despite being fat. i wonder if he'll still like poking my stomach when im super fat like when im pregnant, however, i dont think thats too good for the baby.
+ today i worked. mainly recovery. the store looks good. hehe, also my manager mentioned rotating thurs nights in a 1 to 3 rotating basis. hence one thurs my manager will do it, the the next thurs the senior will do it, and the next thurs after that will be me. i think i get alternate saturdays now. which is good, i think every sat might be too much. but at least i know i'm getting at least one shift a week =)
+ lighthouse launch tomorrow. nysf district selection sat (oh judging will be fun!). umat wed. 18th party on sat. night service on the sun. zonta dinner on wed.
+ josh is coming over tomorrow! for dinner. haha.
+ having friends in every class has its pros and cons. it's great. because you have company and u can study together and ask questions. but i guess i don't make as much of an effort to make more new friends. haha. but i think its ok, because most people in 2nd sem already have their lil friend groups. and my mum always complains i have too many friends already. once she told me to unfriend them because i spent too much money on bdays etc xD.
anyways thats all for now. i should sleep. otherwise i wont be able to get up in the morning againn. and i'm quite exhausted.
Labels: boyfriend, busy, clothes, moody, nysf, reddot, sleep, uni, zonta
10:45 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
♥ i can't do anything about the past, but i can about the future!
11 days without my boyfriend, and i've survived haha. i've had to stop myself from posting blogs where i'm like "ARGHHHHHH i miss hiim" because, that would just look... attachy and dependant. xD and don't worry, i AM independant =) even though i do miss him.
its just different i guess, usually i'm the busy one who has to cancel on outings or conversations because i've got things to do or other commitments. now i'm sorta getting a taste of how it feels to be on the other side. and it's a great lesson really. makes me appreciate him more for always understanding and sticking by me, despite the many times where i didn't have much time for him.
i got good news yesterday, i opened a zonta letter saying that i won districts for the young women in public affairs award =) last year i won at club level (had to fill our an application with questions on the world & about advancing the status of women worldwide, went for a 45 minute interview, and did a 5 minute speech on my role model) and then my application got forwarded to district level (there's 31 international districts) and yeah i didnt have to do a thing (but wait!)
it's fantastic =) i get US$1k and possibly get to go to melbourne to speak at district 23's conference! so yes, i'm very blessed. praise God. I'm heading back to my club in august to speak to them about what i've done for the past 12 months.
i was extremely happy when receiving this news (as u can imagine) but shortly after sharing it with my mum, it didn't take her long to throw me a line about winning all these things, but failing at what was important, which was my TER.
sigh, i'll be honest and it really cut me at first, to the point where i could have gotten really angry at it. but i let it go. it really makes me teary just thinking about it.
you know, the kinda feeling where you'll never live this down. and like my parents will never be able to let go of it. and it doesnt help me. it doesnt encourage me. in fact it does quite the opposite.
if only they understood how they affect me....... but the thing is, even if they didn't say it, i'd know they think it anyways. because thats how my parents are, and i think most asian parents.
today, on the way home from work, in the car dad asked me how i won the one thousand. and even though he didnt say it, at least i felt like he was proud of me. i kinda realized my dad's like that, he doesn't really say things heartfelt haha. in the car to the bus station (this morning) while i ate my poptarts in the car, my dad was like "where's your water". i told him it was in my bag. and then i started thinking, i dont know why, but it made me think about how my dad says things sometimes... i guess he's just not very good at expressing things haha.
this past week has been a kinda big week for me. i've learnt to let go of a few things. things that i wasn't sure i would ever be able to let go. but i've learnt that i need to let go, that i need to forgive and that i need to move on.
the past is the past. it's not something u can change. ahh, but the present, the future... thats a different story.
you know. i would try to forget some things, i would try to let it go. but it never worked because, when some things happened, it would just evoke emotion in me about past events. sometimes i would hold someone's past against them. but who i am to do that? you know, when we sin, and we ask and accept forgiveness from God, and we realize that Jesus took all our sins on the cross, God doesn't use our past against us. when He looks at us, He doesn't see our sins, because Jesus already paid the price for them.
So, to those people out there. Who, if you asked me a week ago, i would have told you that i hated absolutely. I forgive you. Even if your not sorry, and even if you don't care, or even if you don't know how much i hate(d) you for the things you did to me / people who are close to me. I'm not going to all of a suddent try to befriend you, because then my motives would not be right. But i'll stop avoiding you. And i'll stop giving you evils. and I'll stop bitching about you. And I'll try to smile at you when i see you. because when i look at you, i'm not going to hold you past against you.
But yes im human, so forgive me if i make mistakes =)
it's time to be a better person!
Labels: boyfriend, busy, forgiveness, friends, God, hate, parents, sin, TEE, zonta
11:15 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
♥ sticking to the diet
and these three women sat down. they already had a baby and i think they were trying to lose the fat that you gain when you pregnant (you know?)
anyways i overheard them talk about salads and food...
and after a while, one of them sat down with a salad from sumo salad - very healthy, good job right? but then she opens a 600mL bottle of coke.
and i started thinking to myself... "uhh, dude, if tryin to lose weight, whats the point of gettin a salad if ur just gonna drink coke?"
it just seemed, so... stupid at the time.
but when i draw parallels to my own life.
i have a dream, i have a goal... i have a way of getting there. a plan maybe.
but do i really stick to my plan... you see, at least that lady GOT a salad... where as in my situation, its like i walk straight past that sumo salad place...
maybe i looked through the window - but i don't bother stopping to buy anything, because those red rooster chips smell so much better... because they're cheaper... easier to eat on the go...
sometimes i don't even realize i walk past that salad place, because my eyes are so set on red rooster. i say i "want" to reach my goal (in this situation - losing weight) but, i dont.
is it because i can't find the time? because i don't have the money. or its just not that appealing.
all these lame excuses...
does it really just come down to how much i "want" it.
is it really as simple as - if you want it, you'll work for it. don't people get distracted? too busy? things don't go according to plan... it doesn't mean that i don't want it.
anyways, this blog entry will sound really stupid if you don't know what i'm talking about - don't worry, i'm not actually on a diet, and i will never pay $10 for a salad... but as i said, its drawing parallels... i dont even know if i make sense.. zzz
Labels: busy, food, money, motivation, overload, relationships, umat
11:46 AM
♥ when when when!
it seems that things always pop up... commitments here, commitments there.... last minute things here, last minute things there...
when will i learn to prioritize? to keep the load on my plate at a steady (and low) level.
when will i learn to stop overloading myself? overworking myself? over-expecting myself?
when will i become a better person? a more organised person? a more neat person?
when will you get sick of me?
12:14 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
♥ that kid
you know. that kid who is the goodie two shoes. the one your parents call when they are worried about you. when they think that you'll listen more to me, that you would to them.
haha. only in some cases though, i can also be perceived as the one who causes trouble
so u know how facebook has those tagging things... well this is what i've been tagged as:
the genius, the whip wielder, the good little church girl, the hard worker, the goodie two shoes, the tiny dangerous one...
anyways. things have changed. i don't really feel like that kinda person anymore.
im not a genius... haha, whip wielder, reminds me of my dictatorship days =P am i still? idk xD probably. the good lil church girl? haha.
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edit: i wrote that post yesterday. now that i look at it. i just want to finish saying that... people think i have the perfect life. but my life is far from perfect.
p.s. sighhhh, whyyyy did people vote no for dst...
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