Saturday, November 21, 2009
♥ zZz...
so i've been wearing myself out lately, and i got my period yest, so it's just like double zZZzzzzzzz........
todays been pretty cruisey though. woke up around 10ish, but got outta bed at 11...
tried to help dad with his garmin thing, ahh technology. i can't believe he bought it without asking me first, and now he doesn't know how to use it (and neither do i!)
followed him to the shops for a bit, didn't even buy anything... just walked around. figured i need to get some exercise.
came back home and tutored. and here i am lying in bed. feeling like a nap actually...
don't know whats happening tonight.
josh wants me to follow him to his cousin's farewell. the girls are still going for a late night picnic i think.
last night is a long storyyyyyy. and i'm too tired to explain. it was very up and down though.
anddd my stomach hurts and i just want to sleep.
gnite.
Labels: pain, pms, sleep, technology, worn out
4:26 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
♥ medmedmed
last year i applied for medicine, through standard entry.
as a high school leaver, there was 1450 students who applied, with 120 places, and two or three interviews for each of those places.
that's around 25% of the total number of students who applied who get an interview...
and 8% of the total number of students applied who get a place...
this year, as a undergraduate student at uwa.
i am now a non standard entrant, with around 300 people also applying for undergraduate medicine.
and only 15 medical places, again - two or three interviews per place.
thats a max of 45 interviews. for 300 applicants. which is 15%.
only 15 places and 300 people applying, thats 5%.
moral of story: my boyfriend was right. the 'easiest' way to get into med is as a highschool leaver. so if u want it, work ur butt off for TEE...
anyways. thats just some random facts. as i was filling out all my tisc and gpa things today.
my fgpa is 6.125, which is greater than the minimum of 5.5 *thumbs up*. will need to boost it higher this semester though, to help with the ranking system. which im starting to wonder if is possible. hm.
been pretty sick. lack of sleep and pms is taking it's toll.
comes at the best times, really... right when i haven't finished my hbio assignment which is due monday. great.
upcoming events:
mon 31st: hbio essay due
thurs 3rd: stats midsem
fri 4th: lh @ ecu
sat 5th: tracy's hens, tinhs 18th
mon 7th: beginning of midsemester break (1wk)
mon 14th: chem midsem, psyc report due
fri 18th: asia cocktail
sat 19th: tracy & lap's wedding
fri 25th - sun 27th: ballarat / melb for zonta conf
Labels: assignments, exams, gpa, medicine, pms, sleep, uni, work, worn out
12:14 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009
♥ iHATEit.
im tired. grumpy. moody
haha, so forgive me if this blog isn't very pleasant.
pms is taking its toll. and it sucks xD
tomorrow i begin the prep courses for umat. the $695 courses, my parents paid for, in order to help me do better for the big umat on the 29th.
i am so sick of the umat. seriously. i raged on my bfs fb the other day about how frustrating and annoying it is. doing the online practice exams are killing me. they take so long. they mess up my mind. they frustrate and annoy me. i just want to tear the paper up. luckily its all online. and i wouldn't dare throw my laptop around. haha.
but, as much as i may hate it, i need to learn to put up with it. i need to own it. do well. so i never have to see it again! haha.
but right now, more than anything i need God. i have God. It's all good.
despite knowing that i NEED to do umat. i HAVE to do umat. i WANT to own umat...
im in such a mood that im so angry at it i wish i could just burn the stupid thing. gaH. i HATE it.
anyways. on a different note. results are out. hd, d, d, c.
argh c for chem. and d for anth - what the! and im droppin anth nxt sem.. picking up human bio.
i dont kno how thats going to help my gpa. a totally new unit (havent done it in yr 11/12 either) and then still doing the next sem of chem... =/ but droppin the arts sub that i got a distinction in..... uhh...
i was hoping i could scrap a hd for psyc too, but guess i didnt make it. i really want to know my exam mark, so i know what i got... but they only give u ur final unit results. and working it out myself doesn't really work because i still dont know if scaling occured.
anyways, moral of story.. i heart maths. i hope i got a 100 for that exam >__>. i was like one of the few who actually didn't leave within the first hour and a half of the three hour exam. jsut so i could check my answers and redo the whole exam haha. im so sadd........
anyways.. i should sleep so im wide awake for those prep coures -.-"
haha, so forgive me if this blog isn't very pleasant.
pms is taking its toll. and it sucks xD
tomorrow i begin the prep courses for umat. the $695 courses, my parents paid for, in order to help me do better for the big umat on the 29th.
i am so sick of the umat. seriously. i raged on my bfs fb the other day about how frustrating and annoying it is. doing the online practice exams are killing me. they take so long. they mess up my mind. they frustrate and annoy me. i just want to tear the paper up. luckily its all online. and i wouldn't dare throw my laptop around. haha.
but, as much as i may hate it, i need to learn to put up with it. i need to own it. do well. so i never have to see it again! haha.
but right now, more than anything i need God. i have God. It's all good.
despite knowing that i NEED to do umat. i HAVE to do umat. i WANT to own umat...
im in such a mood that im so angry at it i wish i could just burn the stupid thing. gaH. i HATE it.
anyways. on a different note. results are out. hd, d, d, c.
argh c for chem. and d for anth - what the! and im droppin anth nxt sem.. picking up human bio.
i dont kno how thats going to help my gpa. a totally new unit (havent done it in yr 11/12 either) and then still doing the next sem of chem... =/ but droppin the arts sub that i got a distinction in..... uhh...
i was hoping i could scrap a hd for psyc too, but guess i didnt make it. i really want to know my exam mark, so i know what i got... but they only give u ur final unit results. and working it out myself doesn't really work because i still dont know if scaling occured.
anyways, moral of story.. i heart maths. i hope i got a 100 for that exam >__>. i was like one of the few who actually didn't leave within the first hour and a half of the three hour exam. jsut so i could check my answers and redo the whole exam haha. im so sadd........
anyways.. i should sleep so im wide awake for those prep coures -.-"
Labels: anthropology, chemistry, fb, God, maths, medentry, pms, psyc, results, umat, uni
12:22 AM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
♥ the dilemma
i want to get baptised.
problem:
the next baptism is exactly the date my periods due.
solution:
next time it is...!
problem:
the next baptism is exactly the date my periods due.
solution:
next time it is...!
8:10 PM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
♥ pimples
EXAMS
+
STRESS
+
PMS
=
PIMPLES
+
STRESS
+
PMS
=
PIMPLES
ARGHghGHghGHghGHghGHghGHghGH < / 3 =(
P.S. i google imaged pimples and acne... but the images were so bad =/ i didn't want to stick them on my blog. which then made me realize i shouldn't be complaining because mine isn't thatttt badd.. but its still =(...
Labels: exams, frustration, pimples, pms, self image, stress, uni
6:08 PM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
♥ 1 down, 3 to go
exam progress
psyc exam: completed today (sat)
maths exam: wed
anth exam: fri
chem exam: nxt mon
well well, one down, only another three to go.
it was such a pain this morning to realize i had gotten my period. it made me super sleepy for my study / exam and not to mention i just had to bump into a particular someone while waiting for a toilet.
i wasn't going to blog about it, but i think i will because i need to get it off my chest.
i consider myself quite a friendly person. i can talk to and befriend strangers really easily, while most struggle to socialize with unfamiliar people.
and generally a really nice person, even if i find you really annoying, i will still be nice to you.
but there are just particular people... who i find it very difficult to get along with.
and yes, i will agree, that most of the time i've never tried, but i also know that if i did try, it would be on a totally fake level.
so, who would these particular people be?
well. i must admit... there are a few, but most of the time it's my friend's exboyfriend or my mate's exgirlfriend... and even more so, my boyfriend's exgirlfriend (she was the toilet encounter i was mentioning earlier).
now now, don't get me wrong, i don't hate them all. because hate is such a strong word. but i just avoid them, knowing that i would probably say or do something bad if i did come across them... (and that girl is prettyyyyyyy lucky i was tired and actually needed to use the toilet, or tbh, i might have accidently let something slip from my mouth)
and and. again, i think there are "good" ex's. and "bad ex's. i mean, some relationships end - and sometimes (even though it make take a while) things actually end up good, for example, i am like best mates with one of my ex's now. but, on the flip slide... things could go sour. and it's the kinda "ex" you avoid at all costs, or attempt to anyways.
and when it comes to those "sour" kinda endings to relationshpis, many of my friends share with me their heartache or problems... and sometimes its hard not to judge. sometimes i have to consistently remind myself that i actually don't really know their ex personally, but i'm simply judging based on what my friends are telling me, which is obviously totally bias, but still very influential.
but sometimes it isn't easy. to help your friend, and not be as angry as your friend is at them. or not to hate them.
because maybe they hurt someone close to you. or maybe they even hurt you indirectly.
anyways. i think i'm doing pretty well =) considering no one has actually had to hold me back before. i am reservedddddddd and control my anger well.
. . .
and i know this is something i'm going to have to get over. a hurdle i will need to overcome.
. . .
but in the meantime, until i do overcome it...
. . .
can you make sure you hold me back when i'm about to do something stupid?
psyc exam: completed today (sat)
maths exam: wed
anth exam: fri
chem exam: nxt mon
well well, one down, only another three to go.
it was such a pain this morning to realize i had gotten my period. it made me super sleepy for my study / exam and not to mention i just had to bump into a particular someone while waiting for a toilet.
i wasn't going to blog about it, but i think i will because i need to get it off my chest.
i consider myself quite a friendly person. i can talk to and befriend strangers really easily, while most struggle to socialize with unfamiliar people.
and generally a really nice person, even if i find you really annoying, i will still be nice to you.
but there are just particular people... who i find it very difficult to get along with.
and yes, i will agree, that most of the time i've never tried, but i also know that if i did try, it would be on a totally fake level.
so, who would these particular people be?
well. i must admit... there are a few, but most of the time it's my friend's exboyfriend or my mate's exgirlfriend... and even more so, my boyfriend's exgirlfriend (she was the toilet encounter i was mentioning earlier).
now now, don't get me wrong, i don't hate them all. because hate is such a strong word. but i just avoid them, knowing that i would probably say or do something bad if i did come across them... (and that girl is prettyyyyyyy lucky i was tired and actually needed to use the toilet, or tbh, i might have accidently let something slip from my mouth)
and and. again, i think there are "good" ex's. and "bad ex's. i mean, some relationships end - and sometimes (even though it make take a while) things actually end up good, for example, i am like best mates with one of my ex's now. but, on the flip slide... things could go sour. and it's the kinda "ex" you avoid at all costs, or attempt to anyways.
and when it comes to those "sour" kinda endings to relationshpis, many of my friends share with me their heartache or problems... and sometimes its hard not to judge. sometimes i have to consistently remind myself that i actually don't really know their ex personally, but i'm simply judging based on what my friends are telling me, which is obviously totally bias, but still very influential.
but sometimes it isn't easy. to help your friend, and not be as angry as your friend is at them. or not to hate them.
because maybe they hurt someone close to you. or maybe they even hurt you indirectly.
anyways. i think i'm doing pretty well =) considering no one has actually had to hold me back before. i am reservedddddddd and control my anger well.
. . .
and i know this is something i'm going to have to get over. a hurdle i will need to overcome.
. . .
but in the meantime, until i do overcome it...
. . .
can you make sure you hold me back when i'm about to do something stupid?
Labels: anger, boyfriend, exams, exbf/exgf, friends, pms, relationships, study, uni
9:01 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
♥ pms is not an excuse!
pms is not an excuse to be moody, grumpy and stubborn.
okay. maybe it is. sometimes.
but it shouldn't be an excuse, when it comes to admitting i am wrong sometimes. and that i am sorry. and that it is my fault.
i am such a strong minded person. and i am also very stubborn. i always think i'm right, and if you think i'm not - then i love a good debate.
but i've come to realize, that when it comes to relationships - its not a debate. well, it shouldn't be. it shouldn't be about proving that your right. or making sure your point is valid... and making sure that you ALWAYS win. actually, it's not about winning at all.
it's about understanding. accepting. loving.
there are times where you won't agree on the same things, where you won't like the same things, and where you will view things differently. discussion in those times are good. arguing and debating is not.
pms is not an excuse. there will be times where i will be wrong. where i will be sorry. and i will find it VERY difficult to admit it... because i am soo... stubborn and i dont like admitting i'm wrong.
so honey, i'm sorry. i know u've already told me that you've forgiven me, but i know i must be pretty difficult to stick by me... especially when im super stubborn and moody and pms-y. so thankyou for being so understanding and loving... <3>
okay. maybe it is. sometimes.
but it shouldn't be an excuse, when it comes to admitting i am wrong sometimes. and that i am sorry. and that it is my fault.
i am such a strong minded person. and i am also very stubborn. i always think i'm right, and if you think i'm not - then i love a good debate.
but i've come to realize, that when it comes to relationships - its not a debate. well, it shouldn't be. it shouldn't be about proving that your right. or making sure your point is valid... and making sure that you ALWAYS win. actually, it's not about winning at all.
it's about understanding. accepting. loving.
there are times where you won't agree on the same things, where you won't like the same things, and where you will view things differently. discussion in those times are good. arguing and debating is not.
pms is not an excuse. there will be times where i will be wrong. where i will be sorry. and i will find it VERY difficult to admit it... because i am soo... stubborn and i dont like admitting i'm wrong.
so honey, i'm sorry. i know u've already told me that you've forgiven me, but i know i must be pretty difficult to stick by me... especially when im super stubborn and moody and pms-y. so thankyou for being so understanding and loving... <3>
Labels: boyfriend, life, love, pms, problems, relationships, stubborn
10:21 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
♥ why being a female sucks
u know, i hate getting my period.
seriously. its so annoying.
my stomach hurts... i feel tired and exhausted and worn out...
u can't go swimming... u have to go to the bathroom every few hourss...
u have to be careful when u sleep... u crave the unhealthiest of food...
and u just feel like crap.
geez.
but its okay. it'll all be worth it ... eventually. because it is essential for me to have my period... so that when im 28 and pregnant, the blood will be protecting my baby.
G_G... also, i find it highly amusing that my boyfriend knows more about the biological side of the female body than i do. but i blame the fact that he did human bio... and i never really listened in health class =/ i just know what happens, not why... and really, i dont need to know why. i just want to know how to keep the pain away. Zzzzzzzzzz..
P.S. i spent the whole day sleeping. literally the whole day (so much for hardcore studying! sigh!)
seriously. its so annoying.
my stomach hurts... i feel tired and exhausted and worn out...
u can't go swimming... u have to go to the bathroom every few hourss...
u have to be careful when u sleep... u crave the unhealthiest of food...
and u just feel like crap.
geez.
but its okay. it'll all be worth it ... eventually. because it is essential for me to have my period... so that when im 28 and pregnant, the blood will be protecting my baby.
G_G... also, i find it highly amusing that my boyfriend knows more about the biological side of the female body than i do. but i blame the fact that he did human bio... and i never really listened in health class =/ i just know what happens, not why... and really, i dont need to know why. i just want to know how to keep the pain away. Zzzzzzzzzz..
P.S. i spent the whole day sleeping. literally the whole day (so much for hardcore studying! sigh!)
11:12 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
♥ chemistry is messing with my head
1 Hydrogen
2 Helium
3 Lithium (yes no 'n')
4 Beryillium
5 Boron
6 Carbon
7 Nitrogen
8 Oxygen
9 Fluorine (not flo..)
10 Neon (thanks bub!)
11 Sodium
12 Magnesium
13 Aluminium
14 Silicon
15 ...
16 ...
17 Chlorine
18 Argon
19
20 Calcium
21
blahblah.
bottem left hand corner is Francium. It is the most metallic element.
Neon is the most unmetallic element
man. chemistry is screwing my head over.
gahghaghahgahghaghaghahahhh..
p.s. pms... u suck. 3hr naps... u are awesome. homeworkless nights... u are awesome. assignments and tests... u suck. joshhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3... u are superduperly awesome.
2 Helium
3 Lithium (yes no 'n')
4 Beryillium
5 Boron
6 Carbon
7 Nitrogen
8 Oxygen
9 Fluorine (not flo..)
10 Neon (thanks bub!)
11 Sodium
12 Magnesium
13 Aluminium
14 Silicon
15 ...
16 ...
17 Chlorine
18 Argon
19
20 Calcium
21
blahblah.
bottem left hand corner is Francium. It is the most metallic element.
Neon is the most unmetallic element
man. chemistry is screwing my head over.
gahghaghahgahghaghaghahahhh..
p.s. pms... u suck. 3hr naps... u are awesome. homeworkless nights... u are awesome. assignments and tests... u suck. joshhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3... u are superduperly awesome.
Labels: boyfriend, chemistry, pms, sleep, stress, study, uni
10:56 PM
