Friday, March 27, 2009
♥ my feelings - in parts x]
i kinda of can't describe how i'm feeling right now. its sorta like a mixture. i'll try to break it up.
a part of me is relieved that my anthropology assignment is done. finished. handed in. and that i'm happy at the way it turned out (thanks again for the editing bub)
a part of me is feeling tired, maybe it's from the lack of sleep this week (or maybe just last night, ahh...) or maybe from playing badminton today (ahh so unfit...)
a part of me is in awe of God's unconditional love (despite how much we humans sin and how many times we fail... and how many times we sway away... and reject and walk away from God...)
a part of me is longing for my boyfriend's arms to be around me (even though i only saw him just over 3 hours ago)
a part of me is amazed at his obedience, his willingness and faith.
a part of me is happy because i got to eat kfc today. AND duck for dinner. <3...>
a part of me wishes i was on an island. and it was sunny (but not too hot). and i was lying down on a beach chair with sunnies and my bathers... and i actually had time to read a book. maybe twilight, or my sister's keeper. seems like i haven't had time to read either since uni started.
a part of me wishes i could be in melbourne to see that awesome speech ed's going to give.
a part of me wishes i could go to america with him.
a part of me wishes uni was over. that holidays were here. ahh holidays <3.
a part of me looks to the future. and can't wait. it's going to be great.
a part of me is still wondering whether i should go to the doctor. where would i find the time anyways? it hasn't happened lately. and i know when it happens. while im coughing when im sick. or when im brushing my teeth. mmm...
a part of me is feeling unacomplished. so far this year, i haven't got involved in the community like i wanted. i haven't ordered twloha shirts. i haven't donated blood. and with umat coming up - i guess that will be my next focus. it's time to start crossing out that to do list...
anyways. i need to shower! then it's either ilecture time. or maybe just reading a book. i dont really know. but i look foward to a relaxing night.
a part of me is relieved that my anthropology assignment is done. finished. handed in. and that i'm happy at the way it turned out (thanks again for the editing bub)
a part of me is feeling tired, maybe it's from the lack of sleep this week (or maybe just last night, ahh...) or maybe from playing badminton today (ahh so unfit...)
a part of me is in awe of God's unconditional love (despite how much we humans sin and how many times we fail... and how many times we sway away... and reject and walk away from God...)
a part of me is longing for my boyfriend's arms to be around me (even though i only saw him just over 3 hours ago)
a part of me is amazed at his obedience, his willingness and faith.
a part of me is happy because i got to eat kfc today. AND duck for dinner. <3...>
a part of me wishes i was on an island. and it was sunny (but not too hot). and i was lying down on a beach chair with sunnies and my bathers... and i actually had time to read a book. maybe twilight, or my sister's keeper. seems like i haven't had time to read either since uni started.
a part of me wishes i could be in melbourne to see that awesome speech ed's going to give.
a part of me wishes i could go to america with him.
a part of me wishes uni was over. that holidays were here. ahh holidays <3.
a part of me looks to the future. and can't wait. it's going to be great.
a part of me is still wondering whether i should go to the doctor. where would i find the time anyways? it hasn't happened lately. and i know when it happens. while im coughing when im sick. or when im brushing my teeth. mmm...
a part of me is feeling unacomplished. so far this year, i haven't got involved in the community like i wanted. i haven't ordered twloha shirts. i haven't donated blood. and with umat coming up - i guess that will be my next focus. it's time to start crossing out that to do list...
anyways. i need to shower! then it's either ilecture time. or maybe just reading a book. i dont really know. but i look foward to a relaxing night.
Labels: anthropology, baddy, boyfriend, busy, food, God, grace, holidays, life, love
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