Friday, February 11, 2011
♥ trust
it isn't easy trusting you.
not when things are like this.
Labels: trust
6:53 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
♥ life atm, trust and forgiveness
post #64: i will always remember that in yr 4 or something... i was in a mini game about your timestables... and i was in the finals. it was just me and this boy. it was one of the twin boys. and i had been doing pretty well. the game was the teacher would ask a multiplication question... e.g. 2 times 3. and first person to answer correctly one. and i will never forget that i lost to this asian twin boy because the fact that 8 times 8 did not immediately come to mind, like the other answers did. hehe. funny how i remember my losee..
so i'm feeling kinda unwell at the moment. it might me my diet. well today i wasn't eating very healthy. but i must admit, having cereal in teh morning (and eating quite a bit of it - until im full as) does not keep me full for much of the day. i even ate a nectarine at like 10am. yet at 12pm my stomach was rumbling, but i was in a psyc lab, so had to wait til 1pm to eat... but never ate til like 1.30/2ish. sigh, im always hungry. and so much $___$ goes to food... >__>
in fact my mouth is feeling rather oily O_O. might be that fried squid tenticles (argh but they tasted so good)... i feel so ugh now though. hence why the kettle is boiling so i can wash it down with some tea.
sleep wise... i got back pretty late last night. but it was for FiN. but i caught up. after i came back from uni... a two hour nap... ahhh <3>
my phone seems to be playing up, but funnily enough - it's only for me sending sms's to josh.
i also got a new smartrider - i think i'll use the one with my picture on it for emergencies (when i forget to bring my other one - i can use that one as concession ID)
but yeah man, public transport isn't cheap (i miss the 2hr 50cent rides!) i use what? maybe up to $2 a day (and thats getting dropped off in the city in the mornings)... so like $30 is gone in 2 weeks. its insane.
speaking of public transport - zmgsh. i took the train from warwick this morning. the first train that came was so packed, no one MORE could get on... i had to wait til the next train (it was only like 4minutes after, but yeah O_O)... and thankgoodness i take the bus to uni from wellington. because by the time we get to esplande. its so packed. that people can't get on the bus, and have to line up to get on the next one...
friend making in uni is going well. i've met lots of people (completely random - just introduced myself)... people like andrew, alex, josh, tamara, shaun, bec, janelle, ryan...
but people i've actually kept in contact with (seeing each other more than once during uni, sitting next to each other in class, facebook, msn) is probably rina... victa... an... matt...
other than that its mainly been people that i meet through other friends... jason, alvin, zarinne, mickey, chuan, daniel etc... plus josh's med friends.
the problem with already having friends in classes is that u sit next to them, and u dont' meet more people. but it's okay. there's always the bus - like i met ryan yesterday on the bus back to the city.
i like uni - socially. not so much work wise though. sigh.
mmm what else is on my mind. i had a long discussion on trust today. is it possible to trust someone that you've known for less than 6 months MORE than someone u've known for years and years? is it possible to completely trust someone while only knowing them for less than 6 months?
how about forgiveness...?
if your boyfriend / girlfriend / partner kissed someone else, would you be able to let it go? and move on?
if your boyfriend / girlfriend / partner slept with someone, would you be able to let it go? and move on?
like how hard would it be to let it go? to "get over it"... to forgive is one thing. but forgetting is much more difficult huh?
but yeah these were just random questions to see how commited we could be. i have nothing to worry abt ;)
well according to google.com
trust [truhst]
- have confidence or faith in
- allow without fear
- believe: be confident about something
- reliance: certainty based on past experience
- the trait of believing in the honesty and reliability of others
- faith: complete confidence in a person or plan etc
- confidence: a trustful relationship
i trust you.
P.S. man, tea is so good.
so i'm feeling kinda unwell at the moment. it might me my diet. well today i wasn't eating very healthy. but i must admit, having cereal in teh morning (and eating quite a bit of it - until im full as) does not keep me full for much of the day. i even ate a nectarine at like 10am. yet at 12pm my stomach was rumbling, but i was in a psyc lab, so had to wait til 1pm to eat... but never ate til like 1.30/2ish. sigh, im always hungry. and so much $___$ goes to food... >__>
in fact my mouth is feeling rather oily O_O. might be that fried squid tenticles (argh but they tasted so good)... i feel so ugh now though. hence why the kettle is boiling so i can wash it down with some tea.
sleep wise... i got back pretty late last night. but it was for FiN. but i caught up. after i came back from uni... a two hour nap... ahhh <3>
my phone seems to be playing up, but funnily enough - it's only for me sending sms's to josh.
i also got a new smartrider - i think i'll use the one with my picture on it for emergencies (when i forget to bring my other one - i can use that one as concession ID)
but yeah man, public transport isn't cheap (i miss the 2hr 50cent rides!) i use what? maybe up to $2 a day (and thats getting dropped off in the city in the mornings)... so like $30 is gone in 2 weeks. its insane.
speaking of public transport - zmgsh. i took the train from warwick this morning. the first train that came was so packed, no one MORE could get on... i had to wait til the next train (it was only like 4minutes after, but yeah O_O)... and thankgoodness i take the bus to uni from wellington. because by the time we get to esplande. its so packed. that people can't get on the bus, and have to line up to get on the next one...
friend making in uni is going well. i've met lots of people (completely random - just introduced myself)... people like andrew, alex, josh, tamara, shaun, bec, janelle, ryan...
but people i've actually kept in contact with (seeing each other more than once during uni, sitting next to each other in class, facebook, msn) is probably rina... victa... an... matt...
other than that its mainly been people that i meet through other friends... jason, alvin, zarinne, mickey, chuan, daniel etc... plus josh's med friends.
the problem with already having friends in classes is that u sit next to them, and u dont' meet more people. but it's okay. there's always the bus - like i met ryan yesterday on the bus back to the city.
i like uni - socially. not so much work wise though. sigh.
mmm what else is on my mind. i had a long discussion on trust today. is it possible to trust someone that you've known for less than 6 months MORE than someone u've known for years and years? is it possible to completely trust someone while only knowing them for less than 6 months?
how about forgiveness...?
if your boyfriend / girlfriend / partner kissed someone else, would you be able to let it go? and move on?
if your boyfriend / girlfriend / partner slept with someone, would you be able to let it go? and move on?
like how hard would it be to let it go? to "get over it"... to forgive is one thing. but forgetting is much more difficult huh?
but yeah these were just random questions to see how commited we could be. i have nothing to worry abt ;)
well according to google.com
trust [truhst]
- have confidence or faith in
- allow without fear
- believe: be confident about something
- reliance: certainty based on past experience
- the trait of believing in the honesty and reliability of others
- faith: complete confidence in a person or plan etc
- confidence: a trustful relationship
i trust you.
P.S. man, tea is so good.
Labels: FiN, food, forgiveness, friends, public transport, relationships, sick, sleep, trust, uni
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