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Saturday, October 10, 2009

♥ over the edge

instructor called, he said he has to charge me for one hours worth for yesterday.

that just tipped me off the edge.

called my boyfriend and just started crying on the phone to him.

just feels like nothing is going right.

my boyfriend said i'm stronger than this.

but i don't think i am. not without God.

i really need to just fall onto God and trust that He has a purpose for my life.


exbf just called. after a fifteen minute phone call i'm feeling better. i wonder if he picked up that i was crying about half way through. coming to terms with the possibility that medicine isn't for me... is just. difficult. because i have always believed it's what i want and it's what was for me.

anyways talking now to my christian friend. he's slightly older. haha. more experience with life. but doesn't know how to deal with emotional teenagers =P.

okay i feel better now. so i shall stop this emo blog now

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