Saturday, April 18, 2009
♥ let go, let God...
You know when there are times... you look back at your life... and you see how fortunate you've been. how blessed you are. how silly you were to have worried at all those times, without realizing that God would always pull you through.
And you think to yourself... wow, life has been so good to you - God has been so good to you.
Then sometimes happens, to ruin your outlook. A trigger... that hits you back to reality.
The reality of assignments - and the lack of time...
The reality of friendships - and the fights or arguements...
The reality of relationships - and if they're going in the right direction...
The reality of the future - and if you're doing what you should, in order to get where you want.
And you fall back into this hole... where you know you'll eventually get out of it... but at this very moment, it doesn't feel like it. you want OUT now! but you dont end up getting what u want.
It's okay. I know later in life, I will look back, and I will see how God carried me through... like He does everytime.
I need to let go, and let God.
I need to begin to stress less... to understand that I do not do this on my own ability. But I have God. Every step of the way.
When i begin to look at my life, and see these assignments, tests and friendships... I begin to worry. stress. freak out. because I can't handle this on my own. I don't have the ability to get through this alone.
And it's awesome. because I'm not alone.
but at this very moment. i don't feel very awesome. help me God!
And you think to yourself... wow, life has been so good to you - God has been so good to you.
Then sometimes happens, to ruin your outlook. A trigger... that hits you back to reality.
The reality of assignments - and the lack of time...
The reality of friendships - and the fights or arguements...
The reality of relationships - and if they're going in the right direction...
The reality of the future - and if you're doing what you should, in order to get where you want.
And you fall back into this hole... where you know you'll eventually get out of it... but at this very moment, it doesn't feel like it. you want OUT now! but you dont end up getting what u want.
It's okay. I know later in life, I will look back, and I will see how God carried me through... like He does everytime.
I need to let go, and let God.
I need to begin to stress less... to understand that I do not do this on my own ability. But I have God. Every step of the way.
When i begin to look at my life, and see these assignments, tests and friendships... I begin to worry. stress. freak out. because I can't handle this on my own. I don't have the ability to get through this alone.
And it's awesome. because I'm not alone.
but at this very moment. i don't feel very awesome. help me God!
Labels: assignments, faith, God, life, lifegroup, overload, stress, uni
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