Tuesday, June 14, 2011
♥ I'm Held By Your Love
I love this song
The worship team played it on Sunday. And I think it's such an amazing song.
Two exam downs, two to go.
The two 'harder' ones are out of the way. And surprisingly, this exam period, as I mentioned in my previous post, I'm not crazily stressing out.
Resting is something that I'm starting to get a hold of. And that doesn't mean not studying. But it means being rest assured, knowing that God's grace covers me in every situation.
There are lots of things I've been learning lately. Sometimes I know it, but its hard to put into action.
I've realized that sometimes I can be a really terrible girlfriend. I am quick to anger. I get moody, grumpy and annoyed easily, and way too often. The words I speak are harsh, blunt and unloving. This is something I want to change. But not by human effort to just stop, because I can try to do it myself, but I will fail. But I guess it starts with a changing of the mind. It's about letting God's love be so real in my life, that it will just flow in and through me. That I'll grow to have a greater understanding of the comfort and assurance that comes from knowing God's love. And the words that come out of my mouth... will be words of love, encouragement and hope. That my mood will be joyful and my actions gentle.
P.S. I read the most beautiful facebook note today. It was an engagement promise. Read it here, it's really amazing *CLICK HERE*.
P.P.S. Earlier in the week I watched a hilarious / crazy marriage proposal / wedding video. It actually made me cry. I am not joking. You can also watch that here *CLICK HERE*.
P.P.P.S. Dearest J. Just so you know, expectations for the proposal / engagement / wedding have lifted. Love, D.
11:23 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2011
♥ / undo ragequit
i was debating whether i should delete my crazy raged filled post from a fill days ago.
but i decided not to. because i was angry. i was reallyyyy annoyed and pissed off. and i really did feel like my life absolutely sucked!
and you know, i guess this blog isn't here to only talk about memories and the good times, it's here for me to write about the bad times too!
i guess for now all i want to say is that... it's easy to go out and surround yourself with alcohol and partying... but it doesn't solve you're problems, even though that's what a lot of people do nowadays. it's just running away from your problems...
ahh, but when you worship God and you have someone reminds you about grace and righteousness... things begin to change, starting from the inside out...
so why run away from your problems, when you can solve them?
but i decided not to. because i was angry. i was reallyyyy annoyed and pissed off. and i really did feel like my life absolutely sucked!
and you know, i guess this blog isn't here to only talk about memories and the good times, it's here for me to write about the bad times too!
i guess for now all i want to say is that... it's easy to go out and surround yourself with alcohol and partying... but it doesn't solve you're problems, even though that's what a lot of people do nowadays. it's just running away from your problems...
ahh, but when you worship God and you have someone reminds you about grace and righteousness... things begin to change, starting from the inside out...
so why run away from your problems, when you can solve them?
9:32 AM
Sunday, March 6, 2011
♥ every day of my life
And O, Your grace is sufficient for me.
In every way
3:10 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
♥ i'm trading my sorrows
haha, i love how they put "Note: No children were injured in the filming of this video"
i love church. worship was just so fresh. you just forgot the unimportant troubles of life. and lift it all up. and just remember and focus on what is important.
i was standing there in worship thinking to myself, i wish i could come to this everyday.
but the fact is, i can. worship doesn't need a drumkit, bass guitar, keyboard and a lead singer.
there's windows media player. youtube...
but really... you don't even need the music.
the song that comes to mind right now is this..
7:43 PM
