Sunday, March 8, 2009
♥ self analysis
i need to be more forgiving. less easily annoyed. more understanding. less stubborn. more loving. less cold. more patient. less selfish.
i hate being sick. it really does suck. its a reminder that i need to take better care of myself - and not wear myself out with the busyness that sometimes gets control of my life.
church today was good. it taught me to let go... to let go some of the things in the past. things that should have been let go a long time ago - i was just too stubborn to do so.
there's not many bdays coming up (for the rest of march), so i'm going to start winding down. focusing more on uni and the work that seems to keep piling up. i'm going to stop going out, and start spending less... and start saving more.
im going to start walking moree (or do some form of exercise) and eat better... even try avoiding junk food.
haha. am i being delusional?
someone once said to me.. that i always say these kinda things, but never keep to my word.
maybe they're right. maybe i dont walk the talk as i use to - or at least, thought i did.
i think thats why i dont like making promises. im scared of breaking them.
mmm my head feels stuffy. maybe it's not a good time to blog.
i want to be a better person.
i'm going to try to be a better person.
but i am human. and i do make mistakes.
but that's not an excuse. i will try =)
i hate being sick. it really does suck. its a reminder that i need to take better care of myself - and not wear myself out with the busyness that sometimes gets control of my life.
church today was good. it taught me to let go... to let go some of the things in the past. things that should have been let go a long time ago - i was just too stubborn to do so.
there's not many bdays coming up (for the rest of march), so i'm going to start winding down. focusing more on uni and the work that seems to keep piling up. i'm going to stop going out, and start spending less... and start saving more.
im going to start walking moree (or do some form of exercise) and eat better... even try avoiding junk food.
haha. am i being delusional?
someone once said to me.. that i always say these kinda things, but never keep to my word.
maybe they're right. maybe i dont walk the talk as i use to - or at least, thought i did.
i think thats why i dont like making promises. im scared of breaking them.
mmm my head feels stuffy. maybe it's not a good time to blog.
i want to be a better person.
i'm going to try to be a better person.
but i am human. and i do make mistakes.
but that's not an excuse. i will try =)
9:32 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
♥ analysis of ME at the moment
postives:
+ i've been eating breakfast
+ i've been carrying around a bottle of water everywhere
+ i've been avoiding softdrinks
+ i've been drinking tea
+ i cut my nails
+ i finally bought moisturiser (which i really needed)
+ bought new underwear (yayyyy xP)
+ ache has been avoiding me (wohoo)
+ it hasn't been TOO hot (and if it has, i've been indoors)
+ haven't really fought with parents since i got back
+ been working lots this week = $$$$$$$$$$$
+ finally asked the right person at work - so that my payslips got emailed to me
+ starting to understand how much money u save, by bringing lunch to work (rather than buying)
+ pretty much decided what units to do this year
+ redid my resume
+ finished unpacking
+ went shopping and didn't buy a thing (miracle!)
negatives:
- most of the lunches for the past few days have consisted of maggimee (cheapo but unhealthy)
- i haven't been getting enough sleep
- my body is still in pain from sport the other day
- my handbags have been a bit heavy on my shoulder
- my hair is getting a bit too long and unneat
- i've been too lazy to do my hair when going out xP
- i keep using shoulder bags or handbags
- my diary is full (well nearly)
- i still can't find my sport shorts -___-"
- i ate red rooster chips today =x...
- girl at work drives me insane
- still haven't sent out important emails (which i need to do soon)
- still haven't finalized resume and applied for nab job (which i need to do soon)
- still need to write YOTY report (which i need to do soon)
- still in debt
+ i've been eating breakfast
+ i've been carrying around a bottle of water everywhere
+ i've been avoiding softdrinks
+ i've been drinking tea
+ i cut my nails
+ i finally bought moisturiser (which i really needed)
+ bought new underwear (yayyyy xP)
+ ache has been avoiding me (wohoo)
+ it hasn't been TOO hot (and if it has, i've been indoors)
+ haven't really fought with parents since i got back
+ been working lots this week = $$$$$$$$$$$
+ finally asked the right person at work - so that my payslips got emailed to me
+ starting to understand how much money u save, by bringing lunch to work (rather than buying)
+ pretty much decided what units to do this year
+ redid my resume
+ finished unpacking
+ went shopping and didn't buy a thing (miracle!)
negatives:
- most of the lunches for the past few days have consisted of maggimee (cheapo but unhealthy)
- i haven't been getting enough sleep
- my body is still in pain from sport the other day
- my handbags have been a bit heavy on my shoulder
- my hair is getting a bit too long and unneat
- i've been too lazy to do my hair when going out xP
- i keep using shoulder bags or handbags
- my diary is full (well nearly)
- i still can't find my sport shorts -___-"
- i ate red rooster chips today =x...
- girl at work drives me insane
- still haven't sent out important emails (which i need to do soon)
- still haven't finalized resume and applied for nab job (which i need to do soon)
- still need to write YOTY report (which i need to do soon)
- still in debt
6:24 PM
