Sunday, March 8, 2009
♥ self analysis
i need to be more forgiving. less easily annoyed. more understanding. less stubborn. more loving. less cold. more patient. less selfish.
i hate being sick. it really does suck. its a reminder that i need to take better care of myself - and not wear myself out with the busyness that sometimes gets control of my life.
church today was good. it taught me to let go... to let go some of the things in the past. things that should have been let go a long time ago - i was just too stubborn to do so.
there's not many bdays coming up (for the rest of march), so i'm going to start winding down. focusing more on uni and the work that seems to keep piling up. i'm going to stop going out, and start spending less... and start saving more.
im going to start walking moree (or do some form of exercise) and eat better... even try avoiding junk food.
haha. am i being delusional?
someone once said to me.. that i always say these kinda things, but never keep to my word.
maybe they're right. maybe i dont walk the talk as i use to - or at least, thought i did.
i think thats why i dont like making promises. im scared of breaking them.
mmm my head feels stuffy. maybe it's not a good time to blog.
i want to be a better person.
i'm going to try to be a better person.
but i am human. and i do make mistakes.
but that's not an excuse. i will try =)
i hate being sick. it really does suck. its a reminder that i need to take better care of myself - and not wear myself out with the busyness that sometimes gets control of my life.
church today was good. it taught me to let go... to let go some of the things in the past. things that should have been let go a long time ago - i was just too stubborn to do so.
there's not many bdays coming up (for the rest of march), so i'm going to start winding down. focusing more on uni and the work that seems to keep piling up. i'm going to stop going out, and start spending less... and start saving more.
im going to start walking moree (or do some form of exercise) and eat better... even try avoiding junk food.
haha. am i being delusional?
someone once said to me.. that i always say these kinda things, but never keep to my word.
maybe they're right. maybe i dont walk the talk as i use to - or at least, thought i did.
i think thats why i dont like making promises. im scared of breaking them.
mmm my head feels stuffy. maybe it's not a good time to blog.
i want to be a better person.
i'm going to try to be a better person.
but i am human. and i do make mistakes.
but that's not an excuse. i will try =)
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