Saturday, April 11, 2009
♥ day 8
it's already 12:37am on a saturday. i have work at 9am. but i feel like blogging.
i felt my heart was at unrest this morning. as i woke up. i guess lots of things had happened / i had found out some things the night before... but i dont really know if that was the only reason.
i felt much better after church & worship. and as the day progressed... even better.
it's been a long day. and the next 24 hours will be even longer. work from 9 - 5pm. get ready in half an hr. take the bus at 5:30 to city (going straight from the shopping center). arrive around 6:15/6:30... cruise from 7pm til 11pm.. then sleepover at zin's house. then church for easter sunday nxt morning xD
i guess u could say im lacking in the sleep aspect. me and josh stayed up on thurs night / fri morning til like 1:30am or something. just praying over the phone for certain people in our lives. praying for goodfriday and thanking God for giving up His Son for our sins. it was really good. just really late at night, so we were pretty dead today haha.
i think as we begin to seek and pray to God together... we not only grow closer to God, but also to one another. It's really cool. God's amazing.
In the service today, pastor was talking about the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and the tree of life. As we begin to seek God, wisdom will come - wisdom that leads to life, not death like the tree of knowledge does. I think an important aspect of our relationship is not seeking knowledge from the world, that may be seen as 'okay' by our friends.. but rather we seek God, and we will learn things... that are right in God's eyes.
i also feel like josh is becoming a part of my life, that i can't see myself living without - wait, not becoming, but IS. like as cheesey as it sounds -____-! haha. i think it's important we're both not so dependant on one another, i'm really one for independancy (is that a word?) and as much as i enjoy being independant, im getting to the stage where he's always there. always helping me. always encouraging me. always reminding me. but not in that restrictive sorta way, but in the way that i'm use to it! people say that when somethings always there that you get use to it - and take it for granted. i hope i don't ever take him for granted. because i appreciate everything he does for me. he's simpy amazing.
Thanks God. for placing him in my life.
i felt my heart was at unrest this morning. as i woke up. i guess lots of things had happened / i had found out some things the night before... but i dont really know if that was the only reason.
i felt much better after church & worship. and as the day progressed... even better.
it's been a long day. and the next 24 hours will be even longer. work from 9 - 5pm. get ready in half an hr. take the bus at 5:30 to city (going straight from the shopping center). arrive around 6:15/6:30... cruise from 7pm til 11pm.. then sleepover at zin's house. then church for easter sunday nxt morning xD
i guess u could say im lacking in the sleep aspect. me and josh stayed up on thurs night / fri morning til like 1:30am or something. just praying over the phone for certain people in our lives. praying for goodfriday and thanking God for giving up His Son for our sins. it was really good. just really late at night, so we were pretty dead today haha.
i think as we begin to seek and pray to God together... we not only grow closer to God, but also to one another. It's really cool. God's amazing.
In the service today, pastor was talking about the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and the tree of life. As we begin to seek God, wisdom will come - wisdom that leads to life, not death like the tree of knowledge does. I think an important aspect of our relationship is not seeking knowledge from the world, that may be seen as 'okay' by our friends.. but rather we seek God, and we will learn things... that are right in God's eyes.
i also feel like josh is becoming a part of my life, that i can't see myself living without - wait, not becoming, but IS. like as cheesey as it sounds -____-! haha. i think it's important we're both not so dependant on one another, i'm really one for independancy (is that a word?) and as much as i enjoy being independant, im getting to the stage where he's always there. always helping me. always encouraging me. always reminding me. but not in that restrictive sorta way, but in the way that i'm use to it! people say that when somethings always there that you get use to it - and take it for granted. i hope i don't ever take him for granted. because i appreciate everything he does for me. he's simpy amazing.
Thanks God. for placing him in my life.
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