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Sunday, November 8, 2009

♥ i will never be good enough

sometimes you make me feel really dumb. really insignificant. really unloved.

i am human. i have flaws. i  know that. i may not be the perfect daughter. friend. girlfriend. and for the future, wife or parent.

what i think now might change in the future. topics like parenting... as you become more informed... the more you change your opinion. things like cooking... as you get older, i guess u get more experience... and your ability may improve.

but essentially i suck. i'm not good enough. i know that. you don't have to say it. you don't need to. you just pointed out every reason why.

it's like you go shopping and your friend's trying on a dress. when you see it on her, you point out every single thing that you don't like about it. heh. you don't need to tell her you don't like it. i'm sure she already gets the message.

i tried today. it took effort. but i guess it just wasn't right. not good enough. it never will be. so why bother.


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    So be content with who you are,
    and don't put on airs.
    God's strong hand is on you;
    He'll promote you at the right time.
    Live carefree before God;
    He is most careful with you.

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