Friday, September 11, 2009
♥ a windy rainy friday
louis : still alive?
ditz : yeah. haven't slit my wrists yet lol.
disclaimer: that was a joke =/ do not take it seriously abt the wrist slitting... okayyy.....
ahaha, today i am hoping to keep the number of posts down for day x) but i am going rather good in fact. i went to bed around 1, slept at around 2am... woke up at 11, made the trek to uni for that psyc help class, made a new friend and hung arnd the lib with chris vern and av for like ten minutes (it took me ten minutes just to find them!) then got picked up by my driving instructor (in the pouring rain....) and yes just got home =)
tonight i'm going to try to get that psyc report done! i'm going to aim to finish it, so i can spend my weekend focusing on chem.
sigh, the cut contact thing is semi not working because he's talked to me twice online already. it was small talk that lasts like 2minutes, mainly questions or letting me know stuff, stuff like how i left something at his hse... but i don't think he understands how much harder he makes it for me when he starts a convo... and i have to end it.
anyways on another note, i'm the kinda person who, when upset, likes to push people away =/ it's not very good, and i should learn to be more open... it's just i don't like to burden people mmm.
sigh, it's pouring rainy, and it was so windy on the way to uni, i was so tempted to walk back home and curl up in bed!
when i reached uni i actually stopped to look at my surroundings (which i rarely do since im usually late for class xD), and even though it was cloudy and stuff, my uni is pretty =)
off to do that report, catcha laters ;)4:20 PM
