Saturday, July 11, 2009
♥ 32 hours to gooo...
he comes back tomorrow. in like 32 hours.
i can't wait until he's back.
but in a way i also know he'll bring lots of changes with him.
e.g. changes to his wardrobe. changes to his accent. changes to his vocab.
i also know when he comes back, he'll be really busy. whether it be recovering from jet lag. or getting back into work.
and maybe his mom will be protective and difficult.
i dont know when i'll get to see him, it sucks haha. but i guess i need to be more patient. more understanding. and less selfish.
i think he's reached this stage of indepedence that i'm not yet use to. the stage where, he doesn't need me by his side all the time, consistently there. so i guess im feeling a little less needed, haha.
naww but its a good thing i think. that we're moving past that attachy stage. well actually im not quite sure im there yet. but it could just be because im missing him a lot right noww...
anyways this post is pretty messed up. too many mixed emotions. and lack of sleep. 3:41am.. ^^" i should go to bed...
i can't wait until he's back.
but in a way i also know he'll bring lots of changes with him.
e.g. changes to his wardrobe. changes to his accent. changes to his vocab.
i also know when he comes back, he'll be really busy. whether it be recovering from jet lag. or getting back into work.
and maybe his mom will be protective and difficult.
i dont know when i'll get to see him, it sucks haha. but i guess i need to be more patient. more understanding. and less selfish.
i think he's reached this stage of indepedence that i'm not yet use to. the stage where, he doesn't need me by his side all the time, consistently there. so i guess im feeling a little less needed, haha.
naww but its a good thing i think. that we're moving past that attachy stage. well actually im not quite sure im there yet. but it could just be because im missing him a lot right noww...
anyways this post is pretty messed up. too many mixed emotions. and lack of sleep. 3:41am.. ^^" i should go to bed...
Labels: boyfriend, clothes, relationships, sleep
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