Tuesday, July 27, 2010
♥ here i come
it's tomorrow.
and i'm alright.
the net's been cutting in and out which has been a bit annoying. and when i try to tether with my mob, it's really slow today.
but otherwise i am trying to not stress myself out.
ahhh just think, this time tomorrow i'll be (kinda) free.
i went for a walk before and was sorta thinking about it... i've been blessed with a great amount of support. i haven't hid the fact that i'm taking it from anyone really, and every person i tell is very encouraging.
i've lost that feeling of shame if people see my flaws and 'failures'. because i am human. i'm not perfect. i do make mistakes. and there are times where i didn't put enough effort as i should have.
and i'd rather people think i'm a failure and end up succeeding. rather than seeing me as perfect when i'm secretly struggling to meet such expectations.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that i am not ashamed.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that i am not ashamed.
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