Saturday, May 22, 2010
♥ the obstacle
i am continously faced with this obstacle in our relationship.
and that is, the (potential future) mother-in-law.
i know that i am not as smart and talented as your little boy.
in fact i know that you think that i'm not good enough for him. i don't think i am either.
but i try. i try to be nice, i try to be good, i try to get on your goodside.
but you will never remember all the times that i did something right... but rather you will remember those few times i did something wrong, when i made a mistake, when i was careless.
i will never be good enough for you. i understand that.
and now, now i feel like i don't care anymore. now, i feel like giving up. because you will always pick at my flaws. you always talk about me behind my back. you will always look down on me.
so why should i bother?
why should i keep trying? when you're not ever going to change.
10:46 PM
