Thursday, November 26, 2009
♥ the blunt truth hurts
from a matchin set, my new phone hanging thingy, ironically given by my bf's student (who flirts with him xD)
i haven't been blogging as much as i usually do, and for that i apoligise.
i've been super busy, working most days, out most nights, and catching up on sleep whenever i can.
and as christmas approaches things are just going to get busier, with some backtoback double shifts at vodafone (8:45am - 9:15pm), but its actually not too bad now =) i'm getting use to it i guess. there's still lots to learn, but at least i can help customers with some things without needing to always ask for help.
last night i was filled with anger at a certain someone. someone who used others. someone who was irresponsible. someone whose actions made me tsktsk. and it really got to me. i kept thinking how can people be like that! so inconsiderate. so immature. so selfish! it just fustrated me SO much. that i just laid in my bed for a while fumed with anger.
yes anger. and it did frustrate me even more when my boyfriend sticks up for that person telling me how it's not my place to judge etc etc. and it sucks even more because i know he's right haha. sighh
sigh, i wish i was stronger. but sometimes i feel like i'm the one that always has to change. i'm the one thats always wrong. and i'm the one that just isn't good enough.
but it's okay. i'm not perfect.
2 Corinthians 12:9 (New Living Translation)
9 Each time he said, “My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me.
Labels: anger, bible, boyfriend, christmas, christmas trading, vodafone
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